It's holidays and I am having more time for myself. I guess this explains why I am able to compose two posts consecutively, not so much for other's reading but rather to just pen down some of my thoughts.

Firstly, I want to thank God for my results this semester. As I was saying, this had been a very hectic semester for me. And at the end of the exams period, I was almost certain that I would fail most of the modules. Yet, the Lord has performed for me another miracle and it turned out that many of my results were much better than I expected. For that I am really grateful for I know that His power is made perfect in my weakness.

In the midst of my joy, however, there is something that made me feel upset. In my post yesterday, I mentioned that there is a friend whom I dare not contact for fear that I will disrupt his busy schedule. Rationally I know I should just keep my distance and leave him to be. But on the other hand, I really treasure our friendship and wouldn't want to lose it to our busy-ness nor my own pride. Secretly I am really hoping that he will be the one to take the initiative to contact but deep down I know that it would be impossible. Much as I wouldn't like to admit it, we may lose this friendship afterall. I guess in any human relationship (be it friendship, kinship etc), if only one party is taking the effort to maintain, the relationship can never last. No, I am not trying to blame anyone for anything. I suppose everything means differently to different pple. And right now I am hoping that at least our friendship weighs enough to let him pause his work for an instant.